Yvngkansai - I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams Lyrics

      

I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams
by Yvngkansai
feat. Isthatmezzy

Ayy
Come on, come on
Come on, come on
Yeah, yeah, come on
I can taste the fear on your breathYVNGKANSAI
Ayy
Shawty we fussin and fighting
We fucking and lying
And you goin right back to shit
Shawty, you wastin' my time
You tryna be mine
Oh girl, I'll be damned as shit

 I'll be damned
Nigga, If I fuck up once again
But it's cool, I'ma live again
But it's cool, I'ma get it in

 On some real shit, you don't even know how I feel
I'm prayin' to God that he take the wheel
And I'm prayin' to God that he keep me still
And I must be made out of steel
The way I just threw out the love of my dreams
She look at me crazy like "boy what you mean"
See the look in my eyes, you ain't see what I seen
Lil' dumbass hoe, you goin' out green

 Wait, that's green
I swish with ease
Nigga, turn to a rat for that cheese
And I don't give a fuck if I please

 And I do what I want, what I please
I don't know, bro, please don't talk to me
Know the devil workin', he be watchin' me

YVNGKANSAI & IsThatMezzy
And I just threw out the love of my dreams

 You know this one girl, she don't play about me
I'ma stand down, tryna see what you see
Tryna do it forever, Hailey
And I know it for sure, ain't no callin', maybe

 And I'm all or nothing, I drive you crazy
But on the real, I just miss my baby, on bro
I just threw out the love of my dreams

 And I'm tryna find where the love at
You had left, I ain't get to say bye
I know I'm goin' through the pain and struggle
And I need help, so I look to the sky
Askin' why you left, I'm sayin' like, why

 Missin' you, but can't let go of my pride
Honestly, don't wanna fight all the pain
So I put it in leaves and smoke and get high
To be honest, I don't even remember the last time that I cried
But mother say it's all in my mind
So I'm pushin' through so they can see me shine
I gave you a chance, you showed me your kindness
And at the end, I can say I was blind
It was up in the past, so fuck a rewind
I, I just enjoyed that time
If I gotta sell my soul for this money
Then I stay unknown
Cause it honesty can't fix the thing for me
Cause it's a hole in my heart that's strong
Money's the root of all evil
They left, I guess I ain't need em
Me and gang kickin' shit like FIFA
And niggas would hate, you ain't never seen it
I see all the envy
All for the money, they'll stab and kill you
Shit feel like Squid Game
And she just wanna hang on the phone with me
But I don't got time for kid games
But it really ain't what it seems
She had a did me bad
Askin' god like, why she do that out of me
She ain't seein' what I'm seein

 I know I ain't perfect, I'm a human being
But I'm still tryna find a meaning
But I'm still tryna find a meaning

YVNGKANSAI and IsThatMezzy
And I just threw out the love of my dreams