Natimo - Prequel To A Soft Heart Lyrics

      

prequel to a soft heart
by Natimo

PART 1: soft heart part 1 (0:00-2:32)

Verse 1
It's hard to believe we've met again
If you told 10 year old me that you'd be back
I'd be laughing on the floor

 Cause it's been a long while since I seen your face
Longing with your hair
Colorful with little strands

 Back to the old dilemma
Whether you like me or not I'd be overthinking
Every single movement you do

 Like it was my problem
Caring about someone all day long
Even if they might not like me back

PART 2: talks upon midnight (2:32-5:26)

Verse 2
And there were those talks upon midnight
Wherе I slashed all my life, in hope of hеaring you
Saying you lived something close

 And I tried to be quite honest to you
At all times because I loved you
But my mind was corrupted day one

 And I seen you in the hallways
I saw us as a short film
And yes, it happened 5 years ago
But had a different ending

 The colors off the walls were
Slightly turning to gray
As you thought I was your friend
When I wanted something more

Bridge 1
Back in the old days
It was so simple to be filled
When this girl I liked loved me back
There was no prerogatives

 And I remember the first time
I had to quit to join mid school
Too early to be alone
Too afraid to ever leave her

 And I'd regret it for months
Cause I thought I became selfish
Yes, I thought of that at age 9
How do I come to notice?

 And I had the same feeling
When you left to go to some other place

Chorus 1
I regretted not telling you about this
This crush I had for you was bliss
And I remember the look in my face
The second you left this
School for the last time in years

Post-Chorus 1
Maybe we'll meet at another time
Tell me we'll meet again
Someday

PART 3: how could I know? (5:26-7:26)

Verse 3
Here we are meeting again in may 24
I feel like it's been a while
When it's been like a year or so

 You gave me your number and we talked a lot
About guitars and music
And just generally our lives

 What you've been up to is clearly sad
But I can't tell it
Cause you tell me I shouldn't see it that way
I shouldn't be sad for you

 It was clearly off to a good start
Between me and you
It was until they told me this
Little detail about you

Chorus 2
How could I know that you don't love us?
I crawled to my knees and cried some lots
I was being delusional to start
Why the hell was I into you?
How the hell could I thought you do

PART 4: soft heart part 2 (7:26-10:16)

Chorus 3
It's been 2 years, since the last time I seen someone like you
You're back from the depths, I feel so happy you look new
I feel that it all went through, the winds have turned around
But still, you look upon the sun, and feel so laid down by your pinkness feels

 Am I meant to look at you, complementing your soft heart
Knowing foremost that it doesn't love me the same way I'll do and you'll tell me
And I'll pick up a keyboard and sing until I collapse at night
Because the 22nd, you said you didn't love me back

 You cannot feel the same love I'm feeling
You cannot feel the same

PART 5: the aftermath of reject (10:16-12:43)

Verse 4 / Spoken
I'm not gonna lie
The second you sent that message to me
I was hoping that I could finally move on
Because I know I was being delusional
Since a long while

 But I didn't know how to get it out of myself
It's like a disease where
Everytime you fall in love, everytime
You take actual weeks to find a way out
That's pretty much how I'm feeling

 This is week one
I don't know if I'll make it to the final week
Without crying or deeply loving you
Until I found a real way out of all of this
Like a new girl or something
And I don't know if it'll happen that quick

 And until then
I'd rewatch the same message
Over and over again
Deeply regretting to have ever told you
How I felt that day
Because I feel ashamed
And I wish you said yes to my message
And I feel so regretful
If only your pink altered that day

Outro / Spoken
"So what you're going to do now?"
Well, I feel like moving on is the only choice now *laughing*, right? I mean, I don't know if there's another way around this. I don't know if I'll, y'know, make her change her mind or something. That's pretty much not the case, like I feel like she does not love me to the point where she can hate me at times. So, yeah! I feel like moving on is the right way but I don't know how I'll proceed