Grim Logick - Indifferent Lyrics

      

Indifferent
by Grim Logick

Intro
Yo, it's Grim Logick
You know, it seems like every time you try to get your life together, people constantly try to test you
For all my years, I've responded with craziness, reacted with violence
Lately, I've just been trying to be Indifferent
Uhhh.. Let's go

Chorus
More than I hate to be an inconvenience, I hate to be with anyone deceiving
All of the energy I put up into my being to be a rеal one, and believе me
I know I'll prolly never get the crown, not for my lyrics, verses, or my style
While I may not be one amongst the goats, I know I hold a candle close to y'all
Know that my placement in the game is limited, only in circumstances, not opinion
I'm not a gimmick, haters saying-nay is really just a testament to how I'm driven
I don't forgive nobody with intentions to hit at my vision, any, with incisions
I'm so committed to being indifferent, but if you get inches from it, I'ma clip you

Verse 1
I can remember. I was so sick in the head, couldn't no one predict what I'm feeling
And nothing I did was enough for content, so I'd sit in contempt and feel like I'm the victim
I would just stew in my room, tryna cue what to do, till I moved from no motion, or silence
Hollering"Why, this?", Droplets of tears coming down till I finally opened my eyelids
I was a tyrant. controllin' my life, every turn I would try to direct
Honestly say, that not once in my life, while a youngin, did I decide to just reflect
So indirect, I would look at the signs right in front of my face that would say take a right
And end up at the top of a pile-up, a mile up, complacent, from breaking left up at the light
Wasn't no changing my mind at the time, 'cause I'm lying if I do try to say I wasn't
As stuck at a stubborn, nothing but some fluctuated, pace, an undiscovered sucker rhymin
I had no faith in the man in the mirror, and I was so ready to die, but in vain
I couldn't gain, but now for my kids, I'm unbound from the pain, I walked out of the flames

Chorus
More than I hate to be an inconvenience, I hate to be with anyone deceiving
All of the energy I put up into my being to be a real one, and believe me
I know I'll prolly never get the crown, not for my lyrics, verses, or my style
While I may not be one amongst the goats, I know I hold a candle close to y'all
Know that my placement in the game is limited, only in circumstances, not opinion
I'm not a gimmick, haters saying-nay is really just a testament to how I'm driven
I don't forgive nobody with intentions to hit at my vision, any, with incisions
I'm so committed to being indifferent, but if you get inches from it, I'ma clip you

Verse 2
All of my years I would kill off the fear, with a bottle, or pill, and eventually, rigs
Till I all but existed, but didn't exist, and my feelings would dissipate, in my abyss
And I all but remember when I would've given up anything if it'd have meant, I could end it
My mental was riddled with visions of when I could just hit the ditch, and dip on all this livin' shit
I look at"then", and consider the"now", don't comprehend why I'm here to begin with
Because at the end of it, all of the suicide, and wicked sins committed ain't forgiven
Even if your mixed opinions, on what's real, or isn't where divinity and spirits mentioned
That if I just whisper to the wind, and kneel a little bit, and ask forgiveness, I can get it
I know one thing about it more than most. I still get haunted often by the ghosts
I know I did, regardless, what I did, and harbor, all the consequences by my lonely
And, I don't forgive myself for failing as a father, or the shit I did when I was folding
Oh, but now the fog is lifted, I've been livin' solely for my daughters, what you need to know is

Chorus
More than I hate to be an inconvenience, I hate to be with anyone deceiving
All of the energy I put up into my being to be a real one, and believe me
I know I'll prolly never get the crown, not for my lyrics, verses, or my style
While I may not be one amongst the goats, I know I hold a candle close to y'all
Know that my placement in the game is limited, only in circumstances, not opinion
I'm not a gimmick, haters saying-nay is really just a testament to how I'm driven
I don't forgive nobody with intentions to hit at my vision, any, with incisions
I'm so committed to being indifferent, but if you get inches from it, I'ma clip you